I should be the one to care

They want me to be there

But what about me here?

I want to kill so bad

I want to end this feeling

I can't stop feeling this way

Frustrated, Hatred, Madness

I feel like I'm about to go spiral

I feel guilty

I know I should be strong

I know I need to let go

But I feel tired

Tired of being useless

Tired of being alive

Tired of being hopeful

No one will be here

No one will listen to me

No one will notice my existence

It must be nice to feel pain

It must be nice to be heartless

It must be nice to kill

Madness will be the end of me

I could do anything to cut people of me

Even if it is a crime