It was a normal day

I was doing my usual work

I was watching my fav YT videos

I was fine

All of sudden

I feel like something heavy in me

I feel like I want to cry

I feel like I'm going crazy

Why do I feel I want to cry?

There's nothing to cry about

It's just a normal stress, right?

Why do I always tell people to cry,

when I told myself not to cry?

Why do I tell people they can ask me for help,

if I can't even help myself?

I don't know if I can ask for help anymore

I don't know if they can help me anyway

I don't know if I can actually survive this

My mind is telling me not to cry

My heart is aching to cry

I just don't know what else to do

Maybe one day someone will reach me

Maybe one day someone will love me

Maybe one day someone will help me

Maybe one day it's too late

I'm sorry for everything.

Labels: Poem