Poem: i tried ★

Monday, June 29, 2020 | June 29, 2020

whenever there's an option opens up
i always try to shake it off
as if i'm not worth to take the chance

i keep on doubting myself
i'm scared to speak up
i'm scared i'll say weird things

i used to be confident
i used to take the risks
i used to speak up my mind

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but i fell down on my knees

i still remember people's word
that scarred me to life

i tried to forgive them
i tried not to bottle 'em up
i tried to be fine
but my heart is still aching

i tried to fit in
i tried to change
i tried to be comfortable
but it's never enough

i tried to help people
yet they took granted on me
i felt betrayed

i tried to be nice to someone
yet they're being a jerk

i know everything is in the past
but i can still feel the scars
i just wish we never met

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