Poem: unconscious memories ★

Wednesday, April 1, 2020 | April 01, 2020

hello?
is anybody there?
why is it so dark in here?
i can't see anything
what happened?
why do i feel so heavy?

am i alone?
that can't be
i was with my friends
shit.. my head hurts
wait.. i heard voices
but where are they?

hello
can you hear me?

this can't be another dream
no no..
i know it's the same nightmare
why are these memories back again?

these feelings...
i don't want to feel this again
i was happy and enjoyed my time with friends
why...

i thought this would stay in the past
the pain..
it still hurts after those years
why am i still keep them in bottle?
why can't i just spill it?
i thought this was over already

is that lil girl in the pic... me?
i looked cute but it hurts me still
she didn't know that everyone's hating on her existence
i'm sorry that i couldn't protect you



oh god
i'm not ready to spill everything
i'll gonna tear up
i'll gonna hurt myself again reminiscing these memories

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