Am I not good enough?
Am I not talented enough?
Am I not perfect?

I thought we were friends
I thought we were mutual
I thought we were made for each other

Am I worthless?
Am I not what you think of?

I just want to feel appreciated
I just want to feel I'm worth your time
I just want to feel happy

I put up my phone
I started to type to you
But I stopped and erased it
I was afraid you were pissed of me

Every time I try to be friendly
No one welcome me warmly
I feel like an outsider
Or am I?

Here I am in my bed
Thinking about how to approach people
Without being hate
Without being isolated

I shouldn't be here
I shouldn't even exist
I should have take my life earlier

Am I too much to be your friend?
Am I too clingy to be your girlfriend?
Am I too arrogant to be your study partner?

I'm sorry
I really mean it

I couldn't do my work properly
I can't keep my head up
I'm afraid of losing people's faith

I'm not worth your time
I'm just a piece of garbage
I'm nothing

I just want to stop this lonely feeling

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