I'm such a jerk
I hate myself
Why the fuck did I do that?

I hurt you
I was selfish
I hurt you a lot
As if I almost killed you

I want a chance
If it's possible

I couldn't stop my tears from streaming on my face
I couldn't stop blaming myself
I couldn't stop thinking about you even it hurts so much

I wish I wasn't here
I wish everything will be normal
I hate myself for being a jerk

Please reply to me
I just want someone to listen to
But it hurts so much

I would die for you
I would sacrifice for you
I want you to be with me
I want to feel safe

You promised me
You swore to me
I guess expectations aren't real

I guess you won't love me again
And I don't think I'll have another chance
To restore everything what I've done

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