I had enough
I had enough
I had enough of everything

My hands are trembling
My mind is upsetting
My heart is bleeding

No one is with me
No one comforts me
Cause I didn't tell them what I've been through lately

Is life a maze?
Once you're in, you couldn't find a way out
Being separated from your friends and realized you're all alone

How should I express myself of all the things I've been through?
Like how I only keep books on dusty shelf without reading a single page too?

I'm suffocated, afraid, helpless
When did I lose my happiness?

I was, and still am a depressing child.
All of my dreams and desires are faded into thin air
Cause nobody cares

I was overwhelmed with everything
I couldn't even think properly
I couldn't keep myself up entirely
Man how I wish I could die easily

I feel like shit
I couldn't have a proper sleep

I had enough with these voices in my head
My heart already broke into pieces
My mind has messed up

I'm not strong
I couldn't stop my tears from falling

I spent the time with my friends laughing and happy
But later, those happiness fade away
And this endless cycle is repeated again

I force myself to hide my tears
I force myself to smile
I force myself to ignore my mental health
I force myself to say "I'm fine"

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