Shivering as the wind blows
How should my life goes?
That doesn’t stop me from trying new
Is it just me that is weird
For acting like an adventurer seeks treasure

Doing this and that
I’m not happy actually as time goes by.
Doing this and that
I’ve been thinking to myself, “Will I survive?”

Sometimes I just want to end this and starts again
All the humiliations I got aren’t make me weak
But it makes me strong again
And I shouldn’t slack of it

But whenever I tried
I feel at loss
I feel like I’m not worth it,
Useless…

I do seeks help
But no one came
Not even someone with a cape like Superman would help me

I always slap my face and tell myself that
Life isn’t a fairy-tale like
How a prince came to wake up a princess by giving a kiss
That ain’t happening.

These past years of having anxiety and depression
I learnt a lot
Seeking help doesn’t mean from a superhero
But sometimes we are a hero in ourselves.

Friends are only come and go
Only true friend will stay until the end
Being understanding, cheerful, laugh together,
That’s what I want to cherish forever

Despite being a hero without a mask,
Despite being a hero without super power,
Despite being a hero without a cape or costumes,
We can be heroes to anyone.

Sometimes we just have to be alert to surroundings
And live comfortably and safely
As we live in harmony



xoxo, Balqis

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