Hey, how are you? If your day went well today, that's good to hear. If you're not having a good day, it's okay. Just want to let you know it's fine to have bad day. Always keep in mind that tomorrow will be better than today, alright? I hadn't been writing not only cause of writer's block, but my mental health was just having a roller-coaster ride.

I have been playing a lot of games. It's somehow therapeutic for me and for odd reasons it actually keeps me away from the Internet once in a while. Not only that, since it's Ramadhan now, my body recently was aching so bad due to fasting, like it always happened almost every year. I do heard people say mental health will affect your physical health, I guess that's why my body just being a freaking jerk to me, at least this time I can endure it better. 

To be honest, the negative feelings are still lingering in me. I still try to be positive or at least not care of any feelings. It may sounds harsh, but I could at least try to not hurt people indirectly. I still feel afraid that I'll be my old self again, the anger and all hatred feelings I have around my surrounding. I do have to admit, this does sounds like I'm an attention seeker. It can be a good thing and/or a bad thing. I'm still not sure what I want/need. I just don't want to feel like I have wasted my 20 years of life just for things that I never feel proud of.

This is just a short post. Nonetheless, I will try to update more whenever I can. Thank you for taking your time reading this.